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this is a costume

by WINDBREAKER

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1.
there’s gotta be something to be said for the struggle to get out of your head it’s taken years to feel good again who would have thought this would take this fucking long another day goes by but nothing’s changing at all they never said it would happen all at once take care to love cautiously take your fucking time theres nothing wrong with being scared no one can expect you to move on there’ll never be an easy way to make your conscience feel okay no one here will tell you want to do so find a way to do it on your own there’s nothing wrong with going slow it doesn’t matter if you’re first or last there’ll never be an easy way to make your conscience feel okay no one here will tell you want to do so take your time and do it on your own
2.
there’s a show tonight at a place that we call our own there’s gonna be 3 bands cuz we gotta be done by 10 racists? (no way!) misogyny? (fuck that!) leave your human garbage at home beers and dogs?( hell yeah!) donations? (party!) please don’t write fuck on the soap
3.
please don’t i just can’t handle it i fear i’m feeling the worst of it i know that you know that i know we can’t be friends like this anymore and i’ve found a part of me that knows all the things you don’t want to believe i know that you know that i know we can’t be friends like this anymore i can’t feel like this matters at all none of this will affect me in the end i’ve found out what you’re all about it’s so weird i didn’t see it before now i know that i made the right choice for myself and all of my friends cutting you out may have been the best thing i have done for myself in awhile
4.
Chandeliers 00:46
i can't take my eyes off of you will i find it in me to walk across this small room? oh no, i won't. i'll just stand here alone. i know its the right thing to do i'm sure you just came here to party and drink some beers with your friends theres plenty of awful people taking up space i'm just trying not be one of them
5.
its been awhile since i left my house yeah its been a rough road lately but i'm starting to feel kind of good enough to be a little more hopeful would you say i could never be someone brave enough to change i know i had my doubts and you did too but now we're here and its pretty real i can finally open up and feel i know i could have made it without you
6.
Clout Wars 01:59
i cant feel my face! i dont want to you to think it's okay to lean on me anymore how many times is it gonna take of making the same mistakes once or twice doesn't really mean anything until it starts taking over everything when will it become clear to you you're the elephant in the room this pattern is obvious to anyone its time to start listening to everyone you thrive on sabotage and i won't play along these clout wars take all of my energy please practice a little more empathy and i think some distance would do us some good take a trip or something just leave me out of it i can't feel my face! i don't want to you to think it's okay to lean on me anymore
7.
Jud Law 01:04
can you look me in the eye? tell me everything’s alright? i’m not a reader of minds i know i’m listening to lies is this even real life i always thought i wasn’t loud enough always told i needed to speak up can you hear me now? am i doing it right is this even real life? i just wanna feel comfortable in my own skin not feel judged or told how to fit in is this meeting your expectations am i doing it right is this even real life fuck
8.
i’ve been stuck waiting around by myself, feeling down wonderin if i made a mistake and is it worth it? i took all of the advice that sounded good at the time i should have known that life would disappoint me because i’ve been told i’m special and i have so much to offer but the sick side of my mind won’t let me believe it i get so mad at myself for getting scared i’ll die alone i know it’s all in my head and i just can’t see it i took all of the advice that sounded good at the time i should have known that life would disappoint me it’s so disappointing i’m so disappointing but it’s time to be true to the inner you yes it’s time to be true to the things you know are real embrace this painful feeling until you can let go
9.
i’ve been living my life like i haven’t got plenty of time and i won’t realize all the dreams i left behind i think letting go could have been a mistake i can’t believe any of that is true it takes a strong heart and a clear understanding to do what you really want with the time you have with what you love maybe letting go could have been a mistake i can’t believe any of that is true so goodbye for now i’ll never see you again goodbye for now shit
10.
any good places around here to eat? i can't stand fast food anymore lets grab some beers and we'll smoke a little weed what is living good for? but i know there's something more i know there's something else out there i know there's something more i know there's something good for us hard to imagine anywhere but here its all so comfortable lets order in and watch a little tv what is living good for? but i know there's something more i know there's something else out there i know there's something more i know there's something good for us i used to crave comfort and security put my trust and faith in stability but now i know the only safe place for me is with my friends and chosen family
11.
this is the furthest away from home that i've ever been and i can't say i'm disappointed by anything i've seen i only wish you had been here with me but i understand life makes a habit of getting in the way when we finally can realize our dreams i only wish i had taken the chance whaaahoh its the little things that don't mean anything that can make everything worth living for (they can't stop me! no! they won't stop me!)
12.
had enough of this feeling time to get over it taken enough time to be sad its time to let go it takes a long time who knows how long to figure yourself out different for everyone it took me forever to start feeling better i know you will too its time to let go it takes a long time who knows how long to figure yourself out different for everyone i'm not waiting on someone to save me when i know i'm the only one who can

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windbreaker is chris gough, mark guerrero, chris haggerty and trevor lindow. this is a costume was recorded and mixed by dino slag and travis deaton at 8-bit castle in beautiful san jose, ca. mastered by brandon fitzgerald at thrashmaster. thanks to drew satterlund and everybody at trash house, stephanie chang at kitty castle, alex pansoy at playback studios, kevin kaproff with the cactus bloom collective and rupert estanislao with aklasan records. a very special thanks to chris winn.

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released November 6, 2018

vocals - chris gough
guitar - mark guerrero
bass - chris haggerty
drums - trevor lindow

recorded and mixed - dino slag
contact: d1no_samsa@yahoo.com

mastered - brandon fitzgerald at thrashmaster
contact: abhorrance666@gmail.com

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WINDBREAKER San Jose, California

Sixth Generation Pop Punk from San Jose, CA.

Ex-Members of Matsuri, The Pillowfights!, Rotten Fux, Great Hart, Dukes Up, Primary, Cult Mind, VWLS, Make it Count, Shark Fight, Bradbury, P+, Ctrl-Z, Colosus, Kompressor, DDX5, Mass Hysteria and The Henchies. ... more

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